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कोयला

मुझे लगता है मेरी जिन्दगी मेरे हाथ से निकली जा रही है। नही नही निकल तो पहले ही चुकी है। जिन्दगी का तो बैंड बाजा उसी दिन बज गया था जिस दिन कि मेरी प्रेमिका ने मुझे धोखा दिया था। ऐसे तो कभी कभी मन बहुत अच्छा रहता हैं मगर जैसे ही इस बात का अहसास होता है कि मेरी जिन्दगी मेरे हाथ से निकल चुकी है अपने आप पे रोना आ जाता है। लगता हैं अब करें तो कया करें। किसके लिए करें। कयों करें । बहुत बार मुम्मी पापा भाई बहन घर बार का बहाना बना के अपने आप को धोखा देने का प्रयास किया मगर कोई फायदा नही। ये सब बहने तात्कालिक ख़ुशी दे सकते हैं मगर लंबी वाली खुसी तो मेरे जीवन से विदा ले चुकी है। कई बार मैंने खुसी को भी चैलेंग करने का कोसिस किया । कान्फुसिय्स कि जैसे लोगों कि जिन्दगी से सबक लिया और मान लिया कि ख़ुशी जिन्दगी का कोई हिस्सा नही है। रो रो के भी हँसा जा सकता है। और तो और कुछ विद्वानो का मानना है कि आदमी दुःख के हालत मे सबसे जयादा खुस होता है। ये फिलोस्फेर लोग भी गजब के लोग हैं, अपने आप को खुस करने के चक्कर मे दुनिया को गुमराह कर रहे हैं। ऐसे तो मैं भी कह सकता हूँ कि ख़ुशी जिन्दगी का अन्तिम लक्ष्य नही है। इसका ये मतलब थोड़े ना हुआ कि हम फिलोश्फेर हो गए। और इसका ये भी मतलब नही हुआ कि बाकी सभी लोग बेब्कूफ हैं जो ख़ुशी कि तलाश मे सुबह घर से दफ्तर के लिए निकलते हैं और शाम को अपने थैली मे चार किलो ख़ुशी ले के लौटते हैं। अब समझ मे आता है कि साधारण आदमी का जीवन कितना अच्छा होता है।

अगर फिर से कोई मुझे साधारण आदमी कि जिन्दगी लौटा दे तो मैं अपनी जीवन भर कि कमी दे दूं। मगर दुर्भाग्य यहीं कि भगवन खुसी का हिसाब किताब लगते समय पैसा को अलग रखा । भगवान् जी भी कया करते हैं आप। सब चीज़ को तौलने के लिए खुसी का तराजू बनाया और जब खुसी तौलने कि बात आयी तब आपका पैसा रूपी तराजू फेल हो गया। हे भगवन जी हम एक रिसर्च के विद्यार्थी हैं अगर आप बोलिए तो ख़ुशी तोलने वाला तराजू बना दूं। बस आप उधेर नरक से तराजू प्रोजेक्ट के लिए फंड भेजिए और हम इधर काम शुरू करते हैं। दुनिया के सबसे धासु युनिवर्सिटी मे इस प्रोजेक्ट को अंजाम देंगें, ये मेरा वादा है आपसे। आप मेरी बुद्धि को नही जानते हैं। मैं बचपन से ही तेज विद्यार्थी रहा हूँ। आज भी जब मेरे गाव के आस पास कोई बच्चा नही पढता है तो गुरू जी बोलते है ” हे बालक पढ़ाई मे मन लगाओ नही तो वो आ जाएगा “। वो कहने का तात्पर्य मेरे से ही है।

मुझे आज भी याद है मोदी जी के दुकान पर जब भी गया तो लोग मेरी तरफ काफी ही सम्मान जनक आंखो से देखे। मोदी जी ने तो कई बार मेरे सामने मेरी प्रसंषा कि। एक बार बोले अरे गनूरी यहीं अर्जुन बाबू का लड़का , बड़ा होनहार है। ऐसा लड़का १० किलो मीटर के वृत्त मे ना तो हुआ है और ना ही होने जा रहा है। लड़का है एक दम हिरा। आज जब उस हीरे के बारे मे सोचता हूँ तो आंख भर जाती है। बड़ा उम्मीद था मोदी जी को। मेरे उपर बहुत नाज़ था गनोरी जी को । हीरा निकला तो ज़रूर कोयले कि खान से मगर रास्ते मे कुछ लोग ऐसे मिले जो कि बिना कुछ सोचे समझे हीरा को मैला कर दिए। खैर जिन्होंने इस हीरा को मैला किया उनको भी मैं कोई दोष नही देता हूँ। जो भाग्य मे लिखा है उसको कौन टाल सकता है। अगर हीरे के नसीब मे कोयला बनना लिखा था तो वो कोयला ही बनेगा ना। लोगों को बड़ा उम्मीद था कि बड़ा हो के हीरा समाज के लिए कुछ करेगा। गाव मे स्कूल खोलेगा, गाव मे फैक्ट्री खोलेगा। उधेर हीरा चमकेगा और इधेर गाव मे दिया बत्ती होगी। मगर अब ये हीरा हीरा रहा ही नही तो चमकेगा कया खाक । अब ये है कोयला , एकदम काला कोयला ।

 कोयला चमकता नही है कोयला जलता है। मुझे जलने मे भी कोई आपति नही है। जहाँ चाहो मुझे जला दो। मैं खुसी से जलने को तैयार हूँ। मगर मुझे पूरा बिस्वास है इस कोयले कि आंच एक रोटी भी पका दे। फिर भी जो भी है मैं अपने तरफ से जलने का पूरा कोसिस करूंगा। कोयला का काम है जलना । खाना पकता है कि नही वो तो बाद कि बात है। अगर कोयला बिना जले दम तोड़ दे तो वो तो गोइथा से भी बदतर है। कोयला देखने मे पत्थर जरूर लगता है मगर अन्दर से उसमे गोइथा से भी कम ताकत होती है। इस बात का अनुभव किसी को जानना है तो उस कोयले से जा के पूछे जो कि पहले हीरा रह चूका है। उस कोयले ने अपने अच्छे दिनों मे हीरे कि कडा पं न भी देखा है और बुरे दिनों मे गोइठे कि मुलाय्मता भी। ये कोयला ही है जो हीरे और गोइथा को मे समाज को अन्तर बता सकता है। नही मैं जलूँगा । मैं ऐसे दम नही तोड़ सकता मुझे मोदी जी कि लाज रखनी है मुझे गनोरी को बताना है कि ये वहीं हीरा है जो आज से २० सल् पहले मोदी जी के दुकान से लेमन चूस ख़रीद के ले गया था.

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unloved father

Unloved father

Dear father,

Just five minute ago I posted a letter to mother. I felt very bad that i have not mentioned you in that letter. Father every time i talk to mother i forgot about you. I don’t feel good after forgetting you. I feel that I should have given you the same love as mother. It is truth that i love mother more than you. This happened because of your business minded attitude. In every aspect of life you always ask for loss and profit. Like if i desire to go for Phd then you will ask how much money you will get there. My reply will be very few money then you will advice me to do job. When i was child i loved you more than mother but as i grown i started to hate your business minded attitude and love shifted toward mother naturally.

 Seriously speaking i always try to love you, so that you never feel unloved. I know the psychology of a father. I know a father always feels emptiness. He does not attach himself to the child. Mother attaches more to the son. And more correctly as soon as a new child is born in the family love of a wife for his husband reduces. Men are always thirsty for love. I know father that’s why i try to love you. It might be possible that what ever psychology i am thinking is wrong but what can i do father i have to work only in those knowledge what ever i have.

Well, father come to the point. I know you are expecting a lot of money as dowry from my marriage. But how can i say. I don’t believe in dowry father. As usual you will say if we have to give for my sisters then why not i should take? Your argument is valid from your point of view but problem is that i took the education. And this education made me fool. I don’t have any respect for money. Father what ever i am going to write in next few sentences may shock you. Father perhaps next of the life i will remain alone. some body hurtled me. I have already written all the story to mother. Please discuss with her.  In short i will say marriage has no meaning for me.

 Last day when i was talking with one of mine friend. He said his father asked to him,”hey, my son why you want to marry?” My friend did not reply any thing. Then his father answered from other side on telephone hey son there is nothing like love, marriage has no meaning, it is just an institution of legal sex, people marry for sex and care. There is nothing called love which last for life time. Love is temporary effect.

Initially i felt bad how a father can say this type of sentence? But later when i analyzed i found that there is nothing wrong in his argument. He is experienced person. He married against his parents in the name of love and the end of day saying like this. I know he is telling the truth. Marriage has no meaning whether you will agree or not.

Ok let us come to the point. About the money. We will make enough money so that every sister gets married. It might be possible that the eldest sister get a job. If that happens then we don’t have to pay for her marriage, because every body is looking for a girl who earns. That’s why these days’ people are giving attention on female education. I don’t know how you got the idea of daughter’s education. That was seriously a wonderful step.

Father i know you work very hard. I am not going to work so hard in my life. And now a day even i don’t want to work. What is the point of working father? No body is mine. I am alone. I am planning to make some money for you and sisters and then take leave from carrier. What is the point of going on the top of society? I can clearly see from here that all the human being is same. Pain and hurt is such a thing which teaches a great lesson to human being.  I don’t know why not government is using this technique to make society free from every disease. Use the technique of pain to teach people lesson of human value. Pain always makes people polite and humble.

Father when ever i talks to you i start giving you lecture. This happens because i feel educated and more knowledgeable than you. I know father what ever i think is only the illusion. I can’t be like you. Degree never makes a people experienced. It is the hard work which cast people like you. I feel happy to have you as a father. These are formal sentences i don’t want to write. Let them write. Let them celebrated fathers day.

Father i don’t know how much pain you will have after knowing my state. Father i am also feeling very bad not to come on your expectations. Father but what can i do? I can’t do unfair to any other girl i can’t keep carrying a burden on my head. I know i have already loved some one. Marriage for purpose i don’t like. I am not weak. I am not going to marry for my selfishness. Even if i don’t marry in that  case i am looking for my selfishness. I am feeling it is better to live alone. i know father i am sad, i am depressed, my health will soon going to decrease. But what ever will be i have to manage only in that. I am broken father i don’t have any desire from life. Some how i want two time food. That is only desire for life. I know i have a great degree from big-big universities. Every body in the family is expecting a lot from me. But see my situation. I am not in a position to tell anything to anybody. I don’t want to answer anybody question. I want to keep quiet. What ever anybody will say i will listen. Father once again i am feeling very guilty for putting myself in such a situation.

Yours son

Nalayak ( Khalnayak hahhaha)

Dedication ; emotions which makes me depressed

please don’t read these idiots blogs it has negative emotions

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Broken son

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Broken Son

Dear mother,

I know that you are not going to read this letter. I know you have not seen computer till date. Then why i am writing. Ok, I will bring my laptop and show you this letter. Oh, but as i remember your eyes are not good. You can’t see object at near.  ok, i will bring spectacles from doctor so that you can see. But even after getting all this you are not going to read this letter. I know you don’t know English. Still i am writing this letter. No mother i can arrange Hindi Font but there is no need of font. Emotions can’t be bound in terms of font. What ever i am going to write is certainly read by God. And i know you are a worshipper of goddess Saraswati. She will translate all these fonts in terms of emotions for you and you will get the message. I am sure at this present moment you must have felt something because i am writing and Goddess Saraswati is translating.

Let us come to the point. Mother i want to write so many things. But these words are very few. Still i am writing to feel better myself. Mother one thing which i have hidden from you is that i am broken. i know you will not understand what is meaning of broken? How can i explain to you? You only have a concept of arrange marriage. You always think bad about those who married by his own choice. No mother my case is different. I don’t want to marry. Neither with my choice nor with your choice. I know as soon as you will read this sentence, you don’t have courage to read more. Mother a girl came into my life. She hurtled me a lot after that i left every thing on God. i know mother you were waiting for my marriage from childhood.

I still remember how you bathed me and all sisters collectively. Only ten minute every body is finished. Most of the time it was me who bathed the first. I never like the cold water. Till today i don’t like cold water mother. When ever i said please don’t put cold water, you scolded me saying, “Cold water never eats man.” I don’t know how you managed to bath in the early morning. One day during festival I took the bath on your saying but after bathing i straight away went to kitchen for fire. Did you remember? I know you remember everything. That’s why you always keep telling me how i grown.

Well, mother i became sentimental that’s why i diverted from the topic. Mother now i find there is no point of my life. I will keep working for you, papa and sisters but i will always remain alone at the deep level of heart. I lost my life. I don’t know how i will travel my journey of life. I will try my best to make happy every body. But mother i am broken. If you will insists for marriage then perhaps i will say some bad word too. I am very sorry to write above sentence. Mother in this world no body is mine. It is only you for whom i have affection.

Mother, these days i feel very depressed. I have never felt like this in previous thirty year. (Data incorrect). I kept preparing for my future, i kept preparing for you and i kept preparing for sister. But when the real time of examination came. I broke down. I prepared myself very well but just before exam i became sick mother. If i would have not been sick then i would have not been writing this meaning less letter. Mother that day, when i talked to you at phone. I tried to hide everything but i was knowing clearly that i don’t have so much enthusiasm for talking.

Did you remember one day at phone you said there are some relative coming for my marriage. Did you remember? I answered on phone that i will look for the girl myself. But truth was that girl is already chosen. And bitter truth is that marriage has no meaning for me. These days i am trying to prove that marriage is a fraud institution. People are mad who marry. I know mother marriage is necessary for life. Marriage is necessary for you and papa. Papa must be hoping for dowry.

I don’t know mother how all this happen to me. Every thing was right two years ago. All this change happened in last two year. I am hoping some miracle in next two year and once again every thing will be fine. But mother my core of the heart always says that nothing is going to be happen in the next two year. What ever has to happen already happen Now only the miseries with me. Only the pain in my account.

Some time i feel that these pains are also part of life. Without pain what is the gain in the life. The true enjoyment comes only when you have a lot of pain. More the pain more the enjoyment. Remember the life long sentence. Those are unlucky who don’t have pain at all. Some time when i feel that i don’t have any pain then i started to feel very good. To remove pain i give logic like this, life is too short only the thirty year. What is the point of thinking about marriage, love, happiness, pain all this. There is no point of thinking all this. Only thing is to we have to make our self happy.

I argue myself but mother the depressive emotion is such a bad thing it goes for some time and again comes back after some time. I know if i will stay with you all this emotion will die soon. But i don’t know whether i will find chance to stay with you or not. Life is such a business that i have to make some money for my livelihood. Oh, if some body have given me enough money then i would have been stayed with you. No mother i am your son. I will never beg to somebody. I will prefer to die without your love rather than begging. Whether i stay with you or not, I always love you and you love me without caring whether i love you or not.

But what can i do mother. What ever happened to me is just a drama in my life. I have never expected such a disaster. If i have got even a slight idea of all this then i would have left my studies and have done some other work. i would have not came across that girl. But now everything has happened. Only thing is we have to be happy from what ever i am. Don’t worry mother i am very laughing creature as you know, you will never feel emptiness of some one at the home. I will try my best to make you happy. Mother these writings has no meaning when i will be back i will talk a lot to you.

                                                                                    Your broken son

Beta Sonu

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Praise

Praise

 

It was evening. I was in a mood to go to house and take a good sleep after dinner. I just finished my work. I was about to go, I saw one of mine friend Aman came to my office. He asked to me “hey Aditya , today you have to come to my house.” It is weekend so we will go together and enjoy in my house. I agreed to go. I asked,”do we have any special reason to go?”

He said yes “your bhabhiji has sent some of her photographs” Do you want to have a look. I enthusiastically said yes Aman I will be very happy to see those picture. I was in a cool mood. I went to their house. He said, aditya your bhabhiji instructed me to open these photographs on the occasion of my birthday, but I opened it today. I can’t wait for such a long period. I said ok no problem.


He started to show me the picture on his personal computer. Bhabhi ji has sent the hard copy of picture. Aman scanned them and uploaded on the computer. I was very impressed to see the picture. I said oohh Aman you are lucky man. These are the very good picture. Your wife is really very charming and very good looking. Her face is innocent. I made a pool of praise and he was very happy to hear my praise. I also realized the same.

I said Aman can I see the hard copy of these picture. He was slightly hesitant to give me the hard copy in my hand. I don’t know why? But I think due to all pool of praising his mind has started to think something about my behavior, like why I am praising too much. But some how he agreed to give me the picture. I keep looking that hard copy very carefully. I praised once more. And said you are lucky. Up to this point of time everything was fine.

But suddenly he took the pictures from my hand. Perhaps he was thinking that I am thinking something else about her wife. My mind is running in some other direction. He also changed the direction (the photo face back to my eye) of one photograph kept at the table so that I can not see the bhabhi ji.


This incidence touched me. Seriously speaking if I have thought something bad about her wife then I have not felt bad what ever he did. I felt bad because my mind was 100% clean and it was problem of his thinking. Of course her wife is beautiful but not as beautiful as I was parsing. I was parsing so that he feels good. But he did not get this point. And ultimately I felt bad.


Well, now come to the point from this day I have learned a lesson of life not to praise too much to anybodies wife. The other person may think in other way. I don’t say that Aman was wrong and he did something bad. It is general human tendency that he wants that nobody gaze at her wife.
Thanks for reading.

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Issue

Issue

Will you marry a girl if you know she is not virgin?Well, a very valid question. Whatever I am writing is totally my opinion. Please don’t take it otherwise. Let us talk in a broad sense. What is the reason which forces the girl to loose virginity? Well, it depends girl to girl. Some girls have good ethical values and some have less ethical values. I don’t say the girls who have less ethical values are bad girls. I mean they have own style of living. They can make sex for enjoyment. May be sometimes they fall in love or some time just for entertainment. Loss of virginity before marriage tells about the potential of girl. How mature she is, how she cares about her future, how much she loves her future husband, how much patience she has. Loss of virginity is not just a physical act, it is more related to the state of mind and more correctly shows the person heart.

I have seen some people who in love but still those two don’t talk about a single kiss before marriage. There is a great enjoyment of not talking about sex before marriage. So, enjoy the feeling. Enjoy the feeling of remain virgin. Why you loose your virginity before marriage.

Well another class of question comes will you marry a girl who has been raped or what will you do if your wife will be raped after marriage. Well this question is completely different from the first one. It looks to be in connection but if you will think deeply, you will find there is no relation. Yes, one should marry the girl if she has been raped or something happened in the past unwillingly. More appropriately this girl should be given more attention by their husband so that she can forget her past.


One another point, how will you know the girl to whom you are going to marry is virgin or not. Well a good point. It is totally girl’s responsibility that she should to do fair with the guy to whom she is going to marry. If she is not virgin then she should tell all this to their future husband. (well you may be laughing, but this is my opinion) I know it is very difficult in the case of arranged marriage, but it is possible in love marriage. If a girl who loves a guy does not telling all this to her boyfriend then certainly she is cheating him. If she tells all this to her boyfriend and still her boyfriend loves her then it is true love and the guy is very strong. And for me the guy is having strong guts which a few have in this world. I know all this may seems to be rubbish to you guys.

Well, what ever is written here is in Indian context. If you consider all this in the context of US, Canada , Europe then answer may change slightly.
Bye guys
Thanks for reading.

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Tell or not

Tell or not?

Hey, Schi is dinner ready? Yes, Aditya dinner is ready. Ok, Aki, Ashi, and Budi come on man. Let us go for dinner. We arranged our dinner at the table. Today’s dinner is really very nice. Oh, my God what the good vegetable is made by Ashi. Nice Ashi, its really very good dinner. We started to enjoy our dinner. Meanwhile Budi started the topic of love. He said “ yaar ladki badki faltoo ki cheez hai, kabhi bhi iskke chhkar me na pado”. For your kind information Budi prem ka mara hai but dil ka aacha insane hai. He said never fell in love man. I said yes, Budi you are right man.
After some time Budi asked to me, hey Aditya how do you know a lot of things about love? You have a good knowledge man in this topic. I said yes, man. Budi again repeated you must be having a girl friend. May be you are in love with Mita( Mita is a girl working with me). He knows that, I talked a lot about Mita. I tried to change the topic. I said Budi as I know once you said, I LOVE YOU to Rekha (another girl working with us). Is it ture? (This is true as I know). He has not accepted that he proposed to Rekha. But some how, I was successful in my goal in diverting the topic of discussion. Like now topic has changed. Now every body is trying to asking about Rekha not about mita. I was happy that topic has been changed from Mita to Rekha.

Now, I remember one other situation, one day I was chatting with one of mine friend Ankit , he was about to leave. He said bye to me. I was in a mood of chatting , I said hey Ankit it seems I am attraction with one girl. He said oye ruk don’t be offline we will talk and then go. You know he talked with me for next one hour. He said, I am chatting with you and you know I am now late in my party scheduled today.


Well what is the meaning of above two situations? It is pleasurable to hear the story of someone’s love, especially when some girl shares her love story with a male friend. The male friend enjoys hearing her story. Soon, this guy becomes addicted to hear her story and tries to asking about the progress of the story. It is a common human nature to hear about love. Whether they fell in not but they will enjoy their self by others story. Some times these guys also try to make the rumor and tease you. They will take pleasure in doing all this.


My personal suggestion is if you fell in love; don’t share your story with anybody. There are some reasons, why I am saying like that. First reason is you are not 100% sure that you will get your love or not. (Due to other constraints like father, caste, economical…etc). So if will share your story with some body and in future if you don’t get your love (bhagwan na kare aisa ho) due to some reason then, you will regret to telling your friend all about your love. Another reason is as soon as you share your story to somebody, that person started to tell you his own idea, Suggestion about your love. And consequently, you don’t remain 100% free to take your decision. Because, you talk a lot with your friends so, your decision is slightly based on your friend choice. I personally feel love is completely your heart decision; nobody should interfere in this matter.

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Talk

Amar – congratulation, you bought the new laptop.

Puskar – thanks Amar. Yes, I bought today itself. It is of $650.

Amar – what is the configuration?

Puskar – 80GB hard disk and 512 MB RAM.

Sushan – Nice, Puskar, good laptop, looking nice. How is the speed?

Puskar – Not bad. I mean it is running properly.

Amar – or, Puskar, you bought new laptop. You became first person of our hostel , who has a laptop and digital camera both. You are an advanced person. You are living in the technological age. You became technocrat.

Puskar – oh, sir, why you are pulling my leg? It is simple. These days every body has laptop. Laptops are cheap.

Amar – No man, you are the great guy. You have laptop, now you watch whatever you want, email what ever you wish, chat to your beloved.  Now your all fingers are in butter man. Enjoy the life. Now world is yours. Remain in the room world connected.

Puskar disconnected the mail window open in the browser. He is afraid that the next turn is of the emails. He has a lot of email from girls. Some are from her sister, but who cares? Who pays attention whether those are his sisters name or of his beloved email. They want pleasure, pleasure of pulling leg, pleasure of making fun. Who cares about other mental condition? What the pulled guy is feeling or what he is thinking does not matters at all. They have to enjoy, they laughed, that’s it, laughed the purpose is solved. Puskar don’t want to talk to these guys. But how can he say directly please leave my room. I want to remain alone. I have some work. No he will not going to say anything. He has to live in the society. He has to accept all this. He will not care what other says.

He knows he is good, that’s it. What other think about him or other says it does not matters to him. He is good guy in his eye. That’s it.

Puskar (tried to change the topic of conversation )– hey Amar what happened to exam.

Amar – shoot the result of exam. Your laptop is nice friend. You became global. What a nice laptop. Are you going to present this laptop to your girl friend?

Puskar – hey Amar,I don’t have any girl friend man. I am single and might be remain single whole life.

Susaan – you will remain single, impossible. Have a bet with me. I know you will marry first among all of us.

Puskar wanted to tell story of his broken heart. But he knows there is no need to tell anything to these guys. They will not understand at all. How he is feeling from his inside it is only he knows. He is just acting to the outer world. But he knows how deeply he is crying? And these guys trying to make fun out of a weeping guy, what a fate.

Let them make fun, i don’t care, since every body is making me fool then let us one more. Enjoy them. They will feel better.

Susan – hey Puskar are you going tomorrow to the wonderland trip?

Puskar – yes, i am going.

Amar – hey, susan why you ask to this ‘keeper’, he must be going.

Pusakar – hey Amar what is the meaning of Keeper. I am weak in English.

Amar – Nothing, just.

Pusakar – ok let me find it on the internet; let me inaugurate my laptop with google search word “keeper.”

Sussan – No, online dictionary will not give any result; search in urban dictionary.

Puskar – let me search. It is something like slang. Yes, he got it six entries are there for word keeper. It seems very familiar slang. The first entry Keeper –related to sarcastic.

Susaan – no this one is not go to next.

Puskar (now he has a slight idea it must be related to some bad word) – the second entry – related to stealing no it cant be, third entry – related to  object it must not be. The sixth entry- The true leecher of xpire yes, this relates to some extent. Is i am leecher? Leecher a bad word, i think. But why they are saying me leacher?  I am not so bad. I talk a lot only to make them laugh, and to feel myself good. Is it bad. Is i am leeacher. Hey suusan why you say me leecher.

Sussan – don’t take it other way. You don’t have to feel bad.

Pusakr – why you say me leecher, i am not leecher. I don’t like your attitude towards me. i felt bad. I am sorry to say.

Susaan – hey Amar let us leave his room. he is trying to make himself Keeper.

Puskar still don’t have the point, what is the meaning of word keeper. After leaving them he was looking in the dictionary and internet but not able find the meaning. His English is weak he knows. If his English is weak and every body knows then why these guys uses such a slang which can hurt some body.

 It might be possible the word does not have bad meaning at all, but how Puskar will know that the word is good or bad. It is his friends responsibility that use good word and make others understand. If some how they used some slang which i don’t know in that case he should to explain. Who cares all this? Every body needs fun and joy.

Thinking all this Puskar worte an email of sorry to Suusaan and Amar. Please don’t take my words otherwise. I am sorry to behave badly in my room.

 why you close the email window?

Amar – hey puskar we know every thing. We about your girl frinds. Don’t try to be sectret.

Puskar (tried to disconnecting the email browser open)- what are you hiding man. Secret mails. Mail of girls. Wow see alone.

Amar – now you are a big guy.

Puskar – no man, i broght just to do some work.

Amar – see, Sussan, Puskar is hiding his mails from us.

Sussan – don’t pull his leg.

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