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फुलंगी

एक बंदर था बड़ा ही मुरूख रोज़ की तरह उस दिन भी वो ताड के पेड़ के उपर चढ़ और उतर कर रहा था बस एक ही काम सुबह से शाम तक । पेड़ पेर चढो और फिर उतारो। अभी पेड के निचे और अभी पेड के उपर। एक राहगीर महाशय उधर से गुजर रहे थे। थोड़ी बहुत थकावट थी और थोड़ी बहुत बन्दर का तमाशा देखने कि इच्छा । यहीं सब सोच के ताड़ के पेड के निचे खड़ा हो गए। बंदर जैसे ही महाशय जी को देखा दौड़ के उपर कि तरफ भागा। अभी पेड कि आधी दुरी ही चढ़ा था कि बिच मे ही रूक के सुस्ताने लगा। महाशय जी संसय मे पद गए . अखिर बन्दर बिच मे कयों रूक गया । कहीँ हमारी बजह से तो ऐसा नही कर रहा है। महाशय जी को बन्दर को टेस्ट करने कि इच्छा हुई और साहब जी पेड से दूर जा के खड़ा हो गए। उधेर महाशय जी का पेड से दूर हटना और इधेर बन्दर का निचे उतरना। एक ही साथ । ये बंदरवा तो लगता है पागल है महाशय जी मन ही मन फुसफुसाए।

बन्दर को नाचने के उद्देश्य से महाशय जी फिर से एक बार पेड के करीब आये। बंदरवा महाशय जी को आते देखा और फुर से उपर के तरफ भागा। इस बार फिर जा के बिच मे ही रूक गया। मगर इस बार पहली बार से थोडा उपर चढ़ा था। मह्शय जी सोचने लगे, लगता है ये बन्दर कभी फुलंगी पर नही चधेगा । कामचोर बन्दर है। रहने दो मुझे नही देखना ऐसे बन्दर का नाच । हार फिर के महाशय जी जाने लगे, बंदरवा महाशय जी को जाते देख के फुर से निचे कि तरफ भागा। भाई साहब रूक गए। सोचा चलो जब बंदरवा निचे आ ही गया है तो कु पूछ लेते हैं। पूछा – हे मुरुख बंदर तुम पेड कि फुलंगी पर कयों नही चढ़ते हो।

बंदरवा ने एक लंबी सास लिया फिर बोला – देखिए महाशय जी पेड कि फुलंगी पर कोई मज़ा नही है। जो मज़ा है वो बिच मे है। ऊपर फुलंगी पर ताड़ी है। पिने मे मज़ा तो आता है। नशा भी बहुत है ताड़ी मे । मगर बस एक ही बार पिने मे मज़ा आता है। और तो और पिने के बाद जो नशा आता है उसमे कुछ नही दिखता है। दुनिया के सभी लोग छोटे छोटे दिखते हैं। सबसे बड़ा , सबसे बुद्धिमान , सबसे आमिर और जो भी है सब अपने आप मे ही दिखता है। यहीं सब सोच के हम यात्रा मे ही मगन हैं मंज़िल का नशा बेकार हैं।

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डंका

भाई साहब बडे दिनों से आपसे इक बात कहने का मन था मगर धयान नही रहा इसीलिये कह नही पाए। एक दो बार और इस बारे मे ख़याल आया हैं मगर कभी इस बारे मे लिखने को नही सोचा सो मुद्दा वहीँ का वहीँ पड़ा रह गया। अभी जब मैं एक लेख पढ़ रहा था तो एक्बैग से जोश आ गया और लगा कि बात लिख ही देना चाहिऐ । बात बहुत ही महत्वपूर्ण है। मैंने अनुभव किया हैं इसी लिए बता रहा हूँ। एक दम फ्री मे। अगर इस बात को आप अपना लेंगें तो फिर आपके जीवन मे बहुत बड़ा परिवर्तन आ जाएगा। तो अब काम कि बात सुनिये एक वाकया मे ” जिन्दगी मे किसी से मत दरिये” मैं आदमी कि बात नही कर रहा हूँ। माता पिता भाई बहन पति पत्नी तो बहुत साधारण बात हैं। हाँ तो मैं बात कर रहा हूँ अपने आप से डरने कि । सबसे पहली बात अभी और इसी वक्त अपनी जिन्दगी से मोह माया छोड़ दीजिए। दर दर के जीना , मोह माया मे जीना, रूटीन के अन्दर कसमसा के जीना कोई जिन्दगी नही हैं। सबको लगता है कि यहीं जिन्दगी हैं। सबको लगेगा ही, कयों किसी मे हिम्मत नही है मोह माया त्यागने कि। एक बार मोह माया छोड़ के देखिए, जो मन करे वो कीजिये, जो सही हो वहीँ बोलिए, ज़ीने , मरने कि चिन्ता छोड़ दीजिए, फिर देखिए ज़ीने का मज़ा। आप को गजब का अनुभव होगा। आपको लगेगा आज जा के आप का असली जनम हुआ है। माँ के पेट से जन्म लेना तो स्वाभाविक हैं ।

सभी लोग जनम लेते हैं इस मे अपने कया बहादुरी कर दी। अगर बहादुरी करना है तो अपने आप से जनम लीजिये। आप अपने भाग्य का निर्माता खुद बनिए । भगवन कौन होता है आपका भविष्य निर्धारित करने वाला। आप भगवन कि दी हुई भीख पे जीना पसंद करेंगें। नही ना । तो फिर ये सब दुनिया के जाल जंजाल मे फसते कयों हैं। अपना धोती बांधिए और निकल जाईये मैदान मे । जो होगा सो देखा जाएगा। किसी से मत डरिये। पुलिस चोर ऋषि महात्मा सब से अकड़ जयीए । अगर आप सही है तब फिर आंख निचे करके कयों चलते हैं। मैं जानता हूँ आप इसी लिए आंख निचे कर के चलते हैं कयों कि आपका परिवार है, आप के मुम्मी पापा हैं, अपको पैसा का लालच है, नौकरी मे उन्नति कि आशा है। लालच कहिये या फिर मोह माया मगर कारन यहीं हैं। साहब जी ये सब फालतू है बिस्वास मानिये । आपको अपनी पत्नी पे बहुत नाज़ है ना । आपको आपको लगता होगा कि अपकी पत्नी जी आपको बहुत प्यार करती हैं। आप बहुत बडे संसय मे हैं अगर ऐसा सोचते हैं तो। एक दिन आप अपनी पत्नीजी को बोल के देखिए कि आप किसी और औरत के साथ सेक्स कर के घर लौतिये किसी शाम को फिर देखिए पत्नी जी का प्यार कहॉ जाता हैं।

 प्यार व्यार कुछ नही साहब सब ढोंग हैं। प्यार स्वार्थ का ही दुसरा नाम है। दुनिया मे सब कुछ स्वार्थ है। अगर सब कुछ स्वार्थ ही है तो आप कयों नही अपना स्वार्थ सिद्ध कर रहे हैं। सच बात तो ये है कि आपको पता ही नही कि आपका स्वार्थ है कया । और जब तक पता ही नही होगा तब तक आप उसको सिद्ध कैसे करेंगें। जैसे ही आपको अपना स्वार्थ पता चलेगा आप दुनिया मे किसी से नही दरेंगें । सभी रिश्ते नाते , मोह माया , धन दौलत आपके लिए कोई मायने नही रखेगा। आप बस अपने लिए ज़ियेंगें । करेंगें वहीँ जो आप का मन करेगा। हर आनेवाला दिन आपके लिए एक नयी जिन्दगी ले के आएगा । घुट घुट के जीना भी कोई जिन्दगी है भला। दुर्भाग्य इसी बात का है कि आपको घुट घुट के ज़ीने कि ऐसी आदत हो गयी कि आप असली जिन्दगी को ही भूल गए हैं। आपको पता ही नही कि असली जिन्दगी है कया। अभी कुछ नही बिगडा है अभी भी मरने मे एक दो साल तो बच ही रहे हैं चड्डी पहनिये और उतर जाईये मैदान मे। दिखा दीजिए दुनिया को अपना खेल। मुझे पता है कि आपका खेल एक दम मस्त होगा । आपमें दम है, आप मे शक्ति है, आपमें उर्जा है। बस एक बार चड्डी पहनने कि देरी फिर देखिए दुनिया कैसे आपके पीछे पीछे भागती है। डमरू आप के हाथ मे होगा और बन्दर लोग आप के पीछे पीछे । और तो और अगर कोई बन्दर आय बाय करें तो झट से डाट दीजिए। इस बात से मत दरिये कि कहीँ बन्दर भाग ना जाये । ये सब मत सोचिये कि अगर बन्दर भाग गया तो आपका पेट कैसे भरेगा। भाग गया तो भाग गया। जिसको तमाशा करना है करे वो आपके साथ और जिसको नही करना अपना रास्ता नापे। आपको किसी का ना तो दर है और ना ही दो बक्त कि रोटी कि चिन्ता ।

जयादा से जयादा कया होगा सब कुछ छूट जायगा , भोजन सोजन का प्रबंध नही हो पायेगा। पहाड़ पर्वत कि गुफा मे घर बना लीजियेगा और घास फूस खा के काम चला लीजियेगा। जब महाराणा प्रताप जैसे शूर वीर घास पाट खाए हैं तो हम कयों नही खा सकते । मिला जुला के बस एक छोटा सा बात कहना हां “किसी से दरिये मत जो कहना है डंके कि चोट पे कहिये, ये मत सोचिये कि कहने के बाद आप जिंदा रहेंगें या फिर नरक मे आप से मेरी मुलाक़ात होगी।

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quit blogging

Generally, I don’t take direct step for giving suggestion. There are two reasons for this. First reason : people don’t like truth. They want to hear only praise. Even my best friend is not going to accept their fault after my notice. It is very hard to realize own mistake. The second reason is it is very hard to change some body by preaching. No body wants to change. Fault is deeply embedded in character. So, giving direct suggestion has no meaning. I am selfish and don’t want to loose my friends. I don’t want bad terms by hearing bad words from my friends. I am fearful of harming myself. That’s why I generally take indirect step. Generally, I try to convey the message by some symbolic story.This time, I am taking a direct step. I say quit blogging. I know I am not going to quit but still I am giving you a healthy suggestion. I know I am trapped in blogging. Now, it is my addiction. For me it is more like smoking. I know very clearly “smoking is injurious to health” still I am throwing pack of cigarette. The same here. I know very clearly blogging is interfering in my personal life a lot, I know very clearly it is not going to contribute to society any how. Even I am not getting healthy entertainment. A slight improvement of writing skill after writing no use blogs, and some comment whose authenticity I don’t know is only two things I am getting. But still I am going to quit just because addiction.

Now come to point. Consider a more general blogger. Once a new blogger comes to this blog land and writes one good articles. He gets comment. If he is luckier then his post might be featured. That’s enough. One or two comment is more than enough to realize that newly born blogger is a good writer. just after one or two month every blogger starts thinking himself as a writer. Comment for article is such a glamour nakedness that attracts to everybody. All the blogging website is just based on this small principal. If you don’t believe just try to taste some animal. I am hundred percent once an animal will get praise and he will feel praise then he will never going leave this blog land. It does not matter later he is getting abuse or praise or nothing. Birth of a writer is a irreversible process. You can be writer from simple human being but from writer to simple human being is not possible. It is one way traffic.

Now come to the main topic. Do you wanted to be a writer. Is last aim of your life is to write some book. If answer is yes then just after finishing this blog leave this blog land. You can’t realize how much blogging business is harming to your inner editor. In hope of getting comment you are not improving your writing skill. In place of thinking something natural you are thinking about other blogger. I don’t understand any reason of thinking about somebody who is not connected from my life anyhow. In hope of making network you are reading blog like mine in place of classics. Who I am? I am failure. Not connected to your life anyhow. Still you are reading. What a joke. You are reading my blog it’s my profit and you loss. Do you not understand this small thing?

If you really want to read there are already a lot good books available. But I know you are not going to do that. Seriously speaking, if you want to write some thing interesting. Then take your time. Don’t write in a hurry. I know every thing but still I am doing just because of comment. If you follow the ladder of blogging to reach the roof of novel then you will keep riding on the ladder for whole life. Even if some how you reach to the roof then you will realize you are a big looser. You have wasted a lot of time in targeting one storey building if you have taken your own ladder then you might have reached to the Twin towers.

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ब्लैक ब्लोग

There was a peculiar blogger in the blog land. He wrote first blog, he wrote second blog, he wrote third one, he continued till tenth blog. At the end of tenth days he deleted all his blog.
Once again he started his fresh journey. He wrote first blog, got commented, wrote second blog, no comment, wrote third blog, a lot of praise, tenth blog a lot of abuse. At the end of tenth days he deleted all the blog.
One another peculiar blogger was observing all this। He questioned to the first blogger why do you writing and deleting your blogs once it counts to ten. The peculiar blogger replied,” I don’t believe in collection.” Collection is like black blog. I only want white blog.

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Happiness Myth

There was a woman, her name was Myth. She gave birth of twin son. Mother Myth wanted their son to growth in different surrounding, so she sends one son in the country of happiness and other one in the country of unhappiness.
The son who went to the country of happiness learned all the culture from his country। As a result he was very happy.

The son who went to the country of unhappiness learned the culture of his country. What ever others were doing he did. What ever was assumed to be natural tendency of human being he accepted?
After twenty year of long period mother Myth called both of her son। Both came from their land. As soon as first brother saw the second brother he uttered,” hey my elder brother why are you so much unhappy.” Elder brother did not realized what he is saying. He questioned,” Is I am unhappy?” Both started debating.

Mother Myth saw now both are going to fight. So, she replied “Happiness and unhappiness both are twins of mother Myth.

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No Point

No point

This is a story of a young man. By face he looks young but by heart he is broken. So, it is not fair to say young to him. The biggest problem is that still everybody thinks him as a young Enthusiastic man but it is only he who knows clearly that there is nothing young inside him, he is already old. He entered into his old age without tasting the sweetness of young. He doesn’t want to write. Many times he forwarded his finger toward keyboard, but fingers came back naturally. What is the point of writing? What is the use of my life? For whom i am living? No, no he will live the life. What ever he is, he will accept and try to live the life. But how will he live?

                                There is only two type of person in this world. The first one who live the life and the second one who spent the life. The second one keep waiting for night from the very morning and when the night comes he starts waiting for morning. You are lucky if you  are in the other category. you got the opportunity to live the life. Give a lot of thanks to God that the he gave you opportunity to live the life.  If you are living the life then you will not know about those who spent the lives. But if you are spending the life anyhow then you will clearly see that there are a lot of people in this world who are living the life. I mean if you are on the second side of life line you can see the first side but if you are in fist side you can’t see any thing.   This is one way window whose glass is made of money, enjoyment, sex, car, bungalow which allow only one side vision.

 Life has no meaning for those who spent the life. They are disappointed with their life. Even in a disappointed state they try to do their work for their relatives.  They work just to get money. And why the money?   Money for his parents, for his sisters. He doesn’t have any thing. He does not desire of anything. This is the utter disappointment from life.

                                The person of second category, i mean the one who spent the life, knows what the life is? We human being are made in such a way that we don’t understand value of something until unless you don’t have that thing If you are thirsty from three days then you will realise what is the cost of water. Value of a doctor is understood only when you are in pain. Similarly the meaning of life can understood only if you are deprived from the life. But at that point when you know the meaning of life then you know life does not have with you. So what is the point of knowing?

There is only two who are deprived from life. The fist one the broken heart and the second one who is in pain know what the life is? This pain may be result of any thing like husband cheating, divorce, cancer, Aids. I know if you are not in the second category then you are not going to agree with my point. You will say it is not correct that only those guys see the world.

i pray to God that you remain only in that stage because that stage is the best state of human mind. No need to know what the life is? No need to taste the pain. Any body coming in this category finds himself completely alone. he might be having a quality of becoming Dhiru Bhai, he might be having ability to get film fare award, but all these does not have any meaning for him. Award and money losses their meaning when you know what the life is?

You might be naming this person as a work theft. You will claim he is not sincere. He is trying to avoid his work in the name of broke heart. It might be for you. But truth is that you can’t understand his situation. For understanding his situation first you have to lend some pain. Which we don’t want. God give everybody happiness.

What is the point of writing this article is still in doubt. Fingers doest not allow.

Dedicated to: no point of writing

All these articles has no copyright i will be very happy if some body will read, most satisfied if somebody copy and it will be complete satisfaction of my life if i see the same article some where

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Internal Editor

Internal Editor

Reading is necessary for writing. Writing after reading! What do you mean? Copy paste of ideas, stealing the ideas. No, no I don’t mean that. I am saying to take inspiration from reading. I am saying not to steal ideas. Some time it happens that you become bored with writing. Hey bore is not a good word. I simply mean you don’t feel motivated to write. Writing is itself a tough profession and needs inspiration. I know it is a creative and 100% creative profession. Charm of writing is always there, still some time we are not feeling to write.

What happens when you read something, you get a jerk. You were sleeping till late morning, you were brooding after getting up from last three hours, then you started to browse the internet and suddenly you got the jerk. You read something and your emotion forced you to write. It’s is internal inspiration. Inspiration from your heart. You are not begging some body for inspiration. It is your inspiration which you awoke from your inside by reading. You bought it from the market of literature. Reading awakes the sleeping writing soul. It generally happens that writing soul enjoy sleeping, enjoy not to write.

There are two way to keep writing.

The first : Force your writing soul to write. You have ideas, you have emotions, you have memory force all these feelings into word. They should be come on the white paper word by word. Is anything wrong in this style of writing? May be this type of writer will be very successful in his writing carrier. He has a lot of books published in his account. He has very tight schedule for the day due to attending a lot of conferences. He is surrounded by people. He is surrounded by the media person. Every body knows that this person is the best writer in today’s date.

 But unfortunately it the writer, who knows truth. Truth is completely different. He is alone in a crowd, he does not have anything to speak in a full of media crowd, he does not able to feel those praises of audience. But why? I ask why? Simple answer he took the wrong path of writing. He made writing as a business. He wrote the forced emotions. He diluted his sentiments by the impurity of mind force. He is not happy at all.

The second: Write what ever comes to you; write only when our inner editor says to you. Don’t write when you don’t feel to write. No need to write. It is better to feel guilty before rather than feeling guilty after writing. This sate of mind is not incurable. This disease can be cured easily by the tablet of reading. Once you start reading your internal editor becomes motivated to write. This editor does not care the outer world at all. Who will praise, whether his article will be published or not, whether the audience will enjoy or not. He does not care any thing. He simply enjoy of writing.

That’s why it is called natural translation of felling, sentiments and emotions. God also appreciates those writers who keeps himself aloof from the society and keeps writing for the pleasure of his internal soul.

 

Dedicated to: Wendy Kennar; writing time

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