1. Do suicide
2. Live alone
३. Marry
Second case, live alone. This one is very happy giving. Most of the time, I keep augmenting with myself that the best life of a human being is alone life. i suggest myself to live alone and do something for our self. I don’t believe in society service. I am die harder who thinks that every thing in this world is a part of selfishness. I want to do, Some thing which is creative. Some thing which can provide me sufficient money to survive. I don’t have any desire for materialistic world. In these moments books are great strength for me. Writers and philosophers also provided sufficient strength in my odd time. I feel myself elevated from others friends and enjoying the life fullest, even in sad moments. When ever I keep reading I feel myself a strong human being. I planned to read a lot in future. There are good books and good movies too. I want to read I want to see. But as soon as memory of past flashes in my mind every desire goes away. Desire losses their meaning on the ground of sadness.
Third option To marry, which I think is most probable option. I am sad, I am unhappy, I am crying but still deep down to my heart this option seems to be going to happen. I will marry with her. I will be unhappy till life. I will try to enjoy present as far as possible. I will try to make life useful. I will be unhappy but struggling with life. I will be working for my parents and sister for some time. After that I will try to stand my self alone. Marriage for me is just a formality. From very core of the heart I am alone and I will be alone. if this marriage some how does not takes place then I will be alone and working hard for my life, for some creation.
Ultimately for me all the three options results in unhappiness for me. But I am not going to unhappy any how. What ever is going to come in my life I will accept that. And try to be happy.
